dearest blog..

sighh..ive been neglecting you already.. )=
well... lets keep it short..i have to work in afew hrs time..so id better rush things up abit..
my saturdays and sundays was either at home or nearby library..
research research and moreresearch..
ive been missing my junior radhiah and the others..id even hard to pick up the phone these days.
hope y'all understand..
sighh..

so,..independent day on saturdays and sundays for me..
or maybe..
like always..

hey,..its ok u know..being independent..
i got my own back..haha :D but seriously..its weird..
but u gotta push urself to be self positive about everything..

and yes,...everythings gonna be alright..
guess what!,...

im going home at night to day )))))))))))))))):
ouh no..!! )=
tired...!!

and i have to chop2 on my case studies.

sighh... . basicaaly for now..ive been looking up on my self ..
and try to take care of myself.. ive realise id been neglecting my self being...
well..i know that i miss my boyfriend very much..
and i know he couldnt be here with me always..
so..
ya know...
sighh.

i gotta lift my legs and be my own man.
"IM THE MAN" hahaha
right..even though when i say that it feels like i wanna cry..
maybe i really wanna cry..but..not now pls....hmmph..

yes i miss him..
god knows.

but hey..

once i got my papers.
im gonna do a big change for my self..
its a self confidence thing you know(;
and maybe i gain back my
miss independent skills like always..



for now,..



i gotta bounce.







el.

Name:elly
D.o.b:10/12/1992
age:18
passion:futebol
work:Mizuno sports house&
World of sports




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