SUNDAYS.

note.



today was like things id never felt before..the numbness in me..
that i stopped feezing and teeth chattering by the caused of the wind breeze like the fan
i miss bf's really much..and i felt like i could do nothing than just that.. ):
i wished he was here with me all the time..i wish i could talk to him this very minute..i wish i could cry knowing he'll be there... all that ive been doing today is just
lying helplessly..uncounscious on the bed..and having flash of dreams of phone calls ringing but it actually doesnt.. sighh.. i miss bf.. really much..
only tears could explain unexplained words that was pictured and left untouched to
speak... my whole heart twist like an old rag been squishd to let excess water out
for a window wipe.. but it ached more that a 6.4 km run.. more like been run over a truck..
i felt the distance..ive missed him..only god knows how much this feelings were burning
and i would fly there now if i got wings to spread upon.. i just want to be there where he was.. being there with him is the bestes thing i could ask for..even tha happiest time
i had.. he left me his handkerchiefs and only his scent i could smell and that collided with blood running in my veins till it reached my chest and all over my body..
and his lucky ring charm haning on my neck with gracefull engraved of his name..
i miss love... and i had his promise to hang on..7 it rusted on that..
call me hunny if you could hear me from here..
i missed you so much..




i love you b.
now,then,and forever.


i miss you b..



with love,

el

Name:elly
D.o.b:10/12/1992
age:18
passion:futebol
work:Mizuno sports house&
World of sports




-The other side of me-

Wa idol

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