MONDAES.

yesterday i didint sleep..so count me awake for 30hrs. 0_o!
my eyes are getting wierder,and scarier..i can challenge black eyed panda for this..
so,..yah..so i was studying..studying die-die half alive awake..like dead fish... but i made it thru today..got tested on afew,..and the rest tomorrow..and i will be a scarypanda today again..
at least i got home early to rest heheh!..
i miss going to trainings.. ): my skills are rusty..but i had to jumble it all up..
and i dont know how... i hipe the next month im on field,coach will be willing to let me catch up
on this ive missed on.. and get back on track.. i wishh DDDDD;
teman gave a surprise call just now..and the instant i was showering a patient,my phone
vibrate in silent,while my heart felt closer that teamn is calling me..teman went overseas..
and i couldnt..let me say this I COULDNT barely reach teman there..i tried like %^&%^&%^&#%^&#%&%^&%^&!! times to get thru..and dont mind bombing my house bills to call
but i still cant ghet thrru...i cried when i saw 2 missed calls from teman..
and i decided to text teman..and prayed the next min teman rang me..and TEMAN DID!!
i pick up the pace on pickingit up...i drowned my face in tears that moment..
finally teman says,,,tyeman going home on sat/sun.. at least i get to know a day name..
fewhhs,,,..i miss teman BADLY.. really..
things were fine..today..except on the call..i drama myself in toilet..but no one la..horr..haha
all i know i miss temanthat much..

and of course my class advisor miss lang..
i realy miss her..,and cos of that "EM" made me look so bad to her..
and i didnt want that.,.im always her little one..
and this time..i want this little one to be on the toptoptop..for her..

i am ready to begin a new chapter within the next 2 weeks..
to study.to succeed..
and i will put aside STMFCKERS,aint no fool me this time.


and ouh ya..
i hadnt got my hands on air force yet..
ouhh whennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn....................? DDDDDDDDD;



ps,imyteman.
ps,i want to be the life that i want.
ps,i will put my brain on my head,not on my buttocks ;DMEANING,
i will be myself,and no more fairytale this time.





EL.

charlie ben,can you feel that its empty.? Y

Name:elly
D.o.b:10/12/1992
age:18
passion:futebol
work:Mizuno sports house&
World of sports




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