winter gonna be over soon baby,


why initially,people dont have privacy over the internet??..
i had doubts about that too..& i merely dont tend to write exactly how it really appears..

theres always a twist in life right..?haha..yes..

chapter 2.1,
i walked to those coridors,betweeen them,..which are filled with rows of saving energy fan
rotating 360 degrees with might all the time..it was at the ceiling of cos.. heh :D
sooner later,i sense a human touch,held and grabbed my left side of my shoulders,pulling me aside..and i knew,...things a re gona be bad..sooon enough...i gulp down bits of saliva..
and in a room,where i knew..things gonna get more and more worse,i told myself...get it thru once..and done..i dont understand,why would --- be pissed,no one was pissed about me before..
and..im not lazy...im not a lazy bum..not at all..im not good with words..so i jumble up my
english usually...so it may seemed rather fake..but its not..it may seeemed unplanned,..
but its planned,and done for..everyone has different ways to start things..if ur heart allows
urself to try hard,and u feel like doing so..then it will be..im not saying this becos,i want
to start things whenever i like..or its all bout me..and im selfish,..cos all my time arrangement
is according to me to start things..No...! it not like that..i need time to let myself in..and dont ask me when..cos im really willing to learn..and scolding doesnt get me to scheduled..
cos again..every person is different..u may not understand how iam...but at the end of the day..
i will make my prommise like how i said..i will do well..means i will do it..
i just need one simple thing..its encouragement,.
if people think im plain lazy..and i ant get/reach my goals..than i got less confident..
i just need encouragement..i think thats all i need..getting scolded is not a good thing..
i will nvr force myself to study..i got my own timings..every person is different..and im not lagging things..just be sure of it..i know what im doing...got my notes ready..and im on my way..

each and everyday..will bring me closer to answer that ive been wanting so much..
i dont know what the answer is..no..not yet..

they may see my eyes,..stare into those teary eyes..
ans watch me cry...they could laugh it all over my face..and watch me sobbed,..
and get tinier everyday..
they can drain my tears that roll like a waterfall..that wet my babyskin face..
they could glare at that moment,to overcome me..while im timid...but to straight the fact..

-no,..im not a crybaby
-no, no nothing is bringin me down if thats what ---- wants.
-no..u wont see me fall another tear..
-u will see a butterfly out of me..
-u'll get ,confused
-i will succeed..
-u may think i was dumb
-the fact is
-i
-hide
-my
-true
-self
-cos
-no one..will ever discover me..
-until they really know who iam.


behind my mask,of a masquerade...
u'll see 20 different sides of me.

to save someones life.


me.

Name:elly
D.o.b:10/12/1992
age:18
passion:futebol
work:Mizuno sports house&
World of sports




-The other side of me-

Wa idol

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