SMILE TILL YOUR MOUTH REACH YOUR EARS.

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 4:44 AM

i had a million question....... ... .. .. .

but then,i think..i should stop asking why.. i had this barrier that today
cut me off my mind saying "hey,stop it.!" out of a sudden...many thing did bugg me..
burdens me..lagg me off..and a few thousand more down the miles...that i hadnt yet discover..
and again..i should stop asking why...why am i facing all this.. cause all of those reply will be,,
things happen for a reason..and that line pissed me off sometime ago..cos,afterall...theres no reason for this..theres no reason for what happen at all...
well,....ive started my work..in a new atmosphere..different than polyclinics..
people there are soo damn friendly.. ((:my new atmosphere had just started,,
and..im not sure what it will be the day after next and so on...

somehow...this packed schedule,didnt leave me off passion for soccer..
but i had to knock my head hundreths time,cos i realise theres no time for passion..
soccer nearly covered nearly half of me..soccer is also my anger management for bold
kicks..cry....and someothers..

its not that i cant manage my time..
but,..
time isnt enough to let things rest,or go by..
and the last thing i knew..back at my bedroom door,..
there i stood crying mercifully..
not forgetting sobbs..its worst than hiccups...its like a vacuum suction that
happen to gulp down ur mucous membrane(saliva)..
and tears like waterfall...worse than thunder on a rainy days...
it drenched you on the inside..it doesnt wash ur pain..but it pulls you down..
u fall flat on the ground... no hands to reach up for..

and again..

i had a million question..
to walk left,right,front,back,north east south west..
or anywhere odd in the between of the even ..

but again,,
i refuse to ask why i choose to do so..
and why not i just stop where i stand..?

and i hope..

just maybe one day..

the road finds us..
and i'll find the ans why..

not asking me again...

why.

I AM HANDSOME :D